Cottbus Bird Census

I took the monthly ebird challenge (50 photos/recordings) as an opportunity to try to get records of 50 different species in December. Here’s my census of our local area!

Passerines

Starting with the 29 passerines, the greatest of these are the corvids:

Jackdaw
Rook

Hooded crow: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/509612471

Raven: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/512520621

Magpie: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/513331561

Our two species of sparrow:

House sparrow
Tree sparrow

Many tits:

Blue tit
Great tit
Marsh tit

Willow tit: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/516667821

Crested tit
Long-tailed tit


And finches:

Greenfinch
Siskin
Goldfinch
Hawfinch
Chaffinch

Just a couple of thrushes:

Fieldfare


Blackbird: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/509614511

And the last group I could find within the passerines — some members of the Certhioidea superfamily, “containing wrens and their allies”:

Nuthatch
Eurasian treecreeper (I think)
Short-toed treecreeper (hopefully)
Wren (definitely)

And the weirdos among the passerines:

Robin is an Old World flycatcher (Muscicapidae)
Starling (Sturnidae)
Goldcrest is a kinglet (Regulidae)

Bearded reedling is the only species in the family Panuridae: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/512519971

Yellowhammer is a bunting (Emberizidae)

Non-passerines

Non-passerines include the pigeons:

Feral pigeon
Wood pigeon
Collared dove

Ducks:

Gadwall
Wigeon
Goldeneye

Mandarin
Mallard
Goosander

Geese:

Tundra bean goose
Greater white-fronted goose


Greylag goose: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/516667801

Swans:

Mute swan
Whooper swan

Woodpeckers!

Black woodpecker
Great spotted woodpecker
Middle spotted woodpecker
Green woodpecker

Herons:

Grey heron
Great white egret

Gulls:

Herring gull: macaulaylibrary.org/asset/512519921

Black-headed gull

A new order to me was the Gruiformes:

Coot
Common crane

And our only resident member of the Phalacrocoracidae family:

Great cormorant

Finally the raptors:

Kestrel
Sparrowhawk
Buzzard
White-tailed eagle
Red kite
Hen harrier

That’s 31 non-passerines, taking me to a satisfying total of 60 for the month. Observed but too frisky to record were the coal tit and dratted kingfisher.

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Reading List November 2022

Ten books finished this month, five by women/POC, and eight in German thanks to #GermanLitMonth!

  • Momo — Michael Ende
  • Das Archiv der Gefühle — Peter Stamm
  • Die Haarteppichknüpfer — Andreas Eschbach
  • Der Trip — Nozomi Horibe tr. Gregor Suchan
  • Dimple Hill — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • Die Liebe zur Zeit des Mahlstädter Kindes — Clemens J. Setz
  • Nebenan — Kristine Bilkau
  • Prosastücke — Robert Walser
  • Zur See — Dörte Hansen
  • The Appointment — Katharina Volckmer

I’ve organised the German books into the four suggested GermanLitMonth categories:

First time for everything

My first book of the month (but my second by the author) was Michael Ende’s Momo. The earlier sections are reminiscent of The Little Prince, with parable-like episodes (and both books straddle the children’s book/literature divide). Later it becomes a more conventional, but enjoyable, adventure story.

Nebenan was the first book I’ve read by Kristine Bilkau. It’s short and atmospheric, with a very symbolic canal running through the village where most of the action takes place (the semi-industrial setting reminded me of Deniz Ohde’s Streulicht). Bilkau assembles themes and draws (sometimes forced) connections between neighbours in a story where a lot is left unresolved. I had to adjust my expectations, but there are lots of clever details (a woman dyeing her hair before an IVF appointment, the children’s games played by exchanging notes).

The Appointment is written in English, so a slight cheat. Energetically shocking, for most of the book it’s great fun, but I thought trying a bit too hard. The final sections add an impressive emotional weight to the extravagance.

Second helpings

It took me a while to get into Das Archiv der Gefühle, my second book by Peter Stamm, as it lacks the humour of the first (Wenn es dunkel wird), but it’s a great exploration of truth and fantasy through a very unreliable narrator’s monologue. Covid lurks in the background, but the protagonist (an archivist who is mysteriously vague about his own life) constructs his own, largely independent reality.

Another second book for an author (and firm favourite) was Die Liebe zur Zeit des Mahlstädter Kindes. I read Setz’s later collection of stories — Der Trost runder Dinge — first, and enjoyed it more (more subtle, and not so dependent on shock for its effectiveness), but the earlier volume iss still full of wonderful images (the apartments on a big wheel, the author in an archive…).

More short stories (or at least short texts) in my second book by Robert Walser, but I may leave at that for now. He carries the archness which I think is often present in Austrian writing to an extreme which I find hard to take; here’s a typical sentence from several pages about eating a sausage:

Ich ass, was ich nimmermehr so schnell hätte essen, was ich mir lieber nimmermehr so eilig hätte schmecken lassen sollen.

I’m glad I kept reading for the last two parable-like stories, though: Schwendimann and Ich habe nichts, and there are some other good phrases along the way:

Göttlich schön und gross ist es, junge Wangen und junge Lebensanschauungen zu haben.

Firm favourites

Andreas Eschbach’s Die Haarteppichknüpfer is an odd mixture of pseudo-Mediaeval and sci-fi world-building, reminiscent of Iain M. Banks. The earlier sections have an intriguing blend of realism, horror and comedy; later the book opens out into a wider, but less satisfying narrative explaining the mysterious carpets.

Dörte Hansen is one of my favourite authors in any language, and Zur See is exactly what she does so well: eccentric, but relatable characters dealing with a changing social and literal landscape. This time the sea and the North Sea island give a particularly vivid sense of place. If I have any reservations, it’s that all her books do tend to follow a similar formula, but they’re so good that lardly seems to matter.

Something different

My graphic novel for the month was Nozomi Horibe’s comic of her cycle tour of Brandenburg. It’s touching and amusing (often at her own expense), and beautifully drawn in almost monochrome. Some of the panels are inventively playful (to this non-expert). Disappointingly, she passed through my area, but didn’t seem to find anything worth of mention! (There’s a very unobtrusive translation credit for Gregor Suchan, and I think it was translated from English into German).

Pilgrimage

And the monthly instalment of Pilgrimage (by a Germanophile, at least!) — Dimple Hill was great fun. Miriam wanders around in what appears to be Adam Bede transferred to the West Country, develops a crush on a not very interesting farmer, and then sets off on her independent way again. Meanwhile there are plenty of gold nuggets:

staying deedily on with the Pernes

immediately below her, at the wash-stand within whose rose-pink cake of fresh soap were safely stored the days to come, one escaped.

manlike, he had been unaware of being the sole speaker

Mrs Roscorla gave her a small nod, a gay little nod that seemed to tell her she was an old friend and exempt from formalities, and also clearly expressing pleasure in occasions for nodding

Miss Roscorla, having provided the late comer with tea, was cutting into the bun upon her own plate, absently, as if preoccupied, or simulating the mental preoccupation demanded by conversation, in the way of women who create the appearance of paying tribute to what is being said by deliberately assuming a manner suggesting distraction from whatever at the moment they happen to be doing.

But is making, pictures and bridges, and thumbscrews, humanity’s highest spiritual achievement?

a brisk middle-aged woman brimming with common sense and permanently impatient with the lack of it in almost every one she met.

a small, small-featured, small-minded and very refined elderly woman

Living always remote, drawn away into the depths of the spirit, they see, all the time, freshly. A perpetual Sunday.

‘She’s nothing but a slap-cabbage.’

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Reading List October 2022

Ten books finished this month, all by women/POC thanks to Black History Month! Despite the British/Irish timing of BHM, the main focus was on German Black history.

  • Contrapunctus — Michael Götting
  • Gesammeltes Schweigen — Heinrich Böll and Sharon Dodua Otoo
  • How Long ’til Black Future Month? — N. K. Jemisin
  • Black Stars — Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie et al.
  • Aya Vol. 1: Life in Yop City — Marguerite Abouet tr. Helge Dascher
  • Schwarze Wurzeln — Katharina Oguntoye
  • Clear Horizons — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • Glory — NoViolet Bulawayo
  • blues in schwarz weiss | nachtgesang — May Ayim
  • Devil on the Cross — Ngũgĩ wa Thiong’o

Starting with those Germans, Contrapunctus is a short novel about Afro-Deutsch life in post-unification Berlin. It begins in an essentially realistic mode, but over the course of the book the attacks experienced by one character, which draw on colonial and slaving history, come to dominate. Gesammeltes Schweigen is an interesting counterpoint: Otoo’s fragmentary text engages with the Böll story, exploring the meaning of silences in a less dramatic, but equally effective manner.

The other two German works make another pair: the authors collaborated on another work (Farbe bekennen) which is now on my must-read list. Schwarze Wurzeln is an essentially academic text, detailing the experience of Black people in Germany down to the post-war era. The main sources are oral interviews with a Black German family, and official (often openly racist) government documents, providing a fascinating contrast of language and experience. There’s a grim comedy in the Nazi-era officials trying to find employment for Black Germans who have lost their jobs to the racist attitudes of the white population. Ayim’s two volumes of poems focus on more recent Afro-Deutsch experiences, where the racism is often (by no means always) less explicit; her language games make the book a joyful experience, however.

Two collections of short stories this month: Jemisin’s had an irresistible title, and was very enjoyable: some stories relate more or less directly to the worlds of her novels, while the Black experience is mostly present, but not the defining feature of the characters. Black Stars is more variable in quality, but I loved Victor LaValle’s We Travel the Spaceways, which brilliantly plays with the reader’s expectations.

There were three books from Africa: the first, Aya Vol. 1: Life in Yop City, was my graphic novel for the month. It’s a gently enjoyable book, with soap opera-style shenanigans interesting mainly because of the glimpses of an Africa which we rarely see in the West/North. Like the other African books, it includes some wonderful sayings and proverbs — “You can’t satisfy an empty belly by not taking a crap.” Glory is a complete contrast: a big book dealing with big themes in an often cartoonish style, it still has huge emotional weight when required. Chipo Chung performs the audiobook brilliantly, exploiting the author’s use of repetition which might be less successful on the printed page. Less effective in this version, it must be said, are the social media-based sections, which are somewhat clumsy when read out. Devil on the Cross also makes great satirical use of cartoonish style in its depiction of the characters, though its repetition of content rather than style is sometimes wearying.

The Dorothy Richardson of the month, Clear Horizons, was not my favourite in terms of the writing style (sentences either too long or too short!), but there were still plenty of quotable pearls:

contributing, wherever he went, his qualities of strength and gentleness, gentle strength, strong gentleness

a life that had been a ceaseless stream of events set in a ceaseless stream of inadequate commentary without and within

Miriam on reading (Pilgrimage?):

nearly always, whether one feels capable or disqualified, reluctance to spend any more time on it, to sacrifice an indefinite portion of one’s brief leisure shut up and turned away from life.

They were the work of a superhumanly deedy female and could be lived up to only by an equally deedy female who, if indeed she did live up to them, would lead a dreary life.

most occasions are imperfect because no one is really quite within them, save before and afterwards; and then only at the price of solitude.

this habit, revealed to her by Hypo, of thinking about people in their presence and leaving her thoughts in her face

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Reading List September 2022

13 books finished this month, 11 of them from my Asian reading month; that helped me get to 12 by women/POC, with the usual 4 in German.

  • Happy Stories, Mostly — Norman Erikson Pasaribu tr. Tiffany Tsao
  • Frösche — Mo Yan tr. Martina Hasse
  • Die Ungehaltenen — Deniz Utlu
  • Aspects of Nature — Alexander von Humboldt tr. Elizabeth Juliana Leeves Sabine
  • Arid Dreams — Duanwad Pimwana tr. Mui Poopoksakul
  • Love in the Big City — Sang Young Park tr. Jan Henrik Dirks
  • Moving Parts — Prabda Yoon tr. Mui Poopoksakul
  • The Book of Human Insects — Osamu Tezuka tr. unknown
  • Chinatown –Thuận tr. Nguyễn An Lý
  • Dawn’s Left Hand — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • Tomb of Sand — Geetanjali Shree tr. Daisy Rockwell
  • Dschinns — Fatma Aydemir
  • Diego Garcia — Natasha Soobramanien and Luke Williams

This month was a Tilted Axis festival, five of the books being theirs, while another (Love in the Big City) is published by them in English (I listened to the German version). This story of gay life in Seoul is structured around the narrator’s relationships with a series of largely unlikeable men, but the central character’s friendship with his flatmate keeps the reader’s interest, and the final pages are very moving.

Three of the Tilted Axis books were collections of stories. Happy Stories, Mostly (from Indonesia, and not obviously a reference to Alasdair Gray) also focuses on gay characters, but particularly on their difficult relationships with their families. Interpreting the title as “not quite happy stories” gives a better idea of the predominantly melancholy tone. There’s an interesting conversation between the author and translator at the end of the book, which sent me back to re-read some of the stories.

The other two collections are both translated from the Thai by Mui Poopoksakul. Moving Parts is splendidly zany, with a sense of unity generated by the theme of body parts in each of the stories; both books feature stories involving men having their penises cut off (not sure if this is coincidence or a particular element of Thai culture), but otherwise Arid Dreams is quite different: more traditional, realist with a feminist perspective, and with an empathy for characters on the lower rungs of Thai society.

Chinatown (from Vietnam) is written in an uncompromising style, rather Beckettian, using repetition and absurdism to “challenge and encourage the reader’s patience” (according to an interview). I’m certainly intrigued enough to look for more of Thuận’s work.

Finally, Tomb of Sand is an absolute romp — Joycean puns somehow translated from Hindi, tragedy balanced with comedy, and perspectives of crows and inanimate objects complementing those of the family members at the centre. The English translator of Love in the Big City, Anton Hur, mentioned in an interview that he was he was attracted to the book by the lack of western-centrism (“I can’t even tell you how revolutionary it is to even read an Asian gay book where the Asian gay protagonist isn’t paired with a white partner.”) Similarly, this book is not written with a western audience in mind, making it at times baffling (the references to Indian and Pakistani writers, for example), but all the more exhilarating.

My other favourite publisher, Fitzcarraldo, produced Diego Garcia, a patchwork of texts created by two writers — bearing some kind of relationship to the two authors of the book — who are trying to write about the scandal of the Chagos Islanders’ treatment, without appropriating their story. Their manic lives in Edinburgh and elsewhere are set against the dignity of the Chagossians, to great effect.

Suspect sexual politics was quite a feature of some books this month, with Frösche (China) a notable example. To his credit, Mo Yan has to walk a fine political line in a novel centring on the one-child policy, and for most of the novel he manages to portray characters on both sides of that line with sympathy. The later treatment of the main character seemed to me a cop-out, however, and the narrator, in an increasingly odd ending, beats up his wife, and then apparently realises the error of his ways after being himself beaten up by a street thief.

My graphic novel of the month was The Book of Human Insects (Japan), and it was certainly an interesting experience. The story of a young woman who takes on the talents of whoever she meets could have been very good, but we see very little of her implied talents, and a lot more of her physical charms (and she also get beaten up). The visual storytelling is full of energy, which compensates in part for the sketchy, uncredited translation.

From Germany, there were two novels focusing on the lives of Turkish (and Kurdish) Gastarbeiter. Die Ungehaltenen is an angry and compelling picture of the racism they face. The fringe characters, especially Onkel Cemal, are memorable, though the central pair struck me as underwritten: it’s not clear what the narrator or the love-interest really see in each other. Dschinns seemed to me more successful, exploring each member of the family in turn. It’s a devastating portrait, but there’s hope at least that the younger generation are not making the same mistakes as their parents. The mother recalls Jeanette Winterson’s (“Why be happy when you could be normal?”):

Warum reden die Kinder staendig vom Gluecklichsein? … Warum wollen sie immer, dass man gluecklich ist? Kann man nicht einfact normal sein? Warum reicht das nicht?

Finally the two non-Asian books: Aspects of Nature provides a fascinating insight into the state of scientific knowledge in Humboldt’s time. What he got wrong, he got wrong for intelligent reasons; here wondering why the Mediterranean countries have relatively little vegetation:

The great catastrophe which occasioned the formation of the Mediterranean, when the swollen waters of what was previously an immense lake burst through the barriers of the Dardanelles and of the Pillars of Hercules, appears to have stripped the adjacent countries of a large portion of their coating of vegetable mould.

And explaining how fossils of tropical plants are found in temperate countries:

It may be that in the Ancient World, exhalations of heat issuing forth through the many openings of the deeply fissured crust of the globe may have favoured, perhaps for centuries, the growth of palms and tree-ferns and the existence of animals requiring a high temperature, over entire countries where now a very different climate prevails.

The month’s instalment of Pilgrimage centres on Miriam’s relationships with Hypo Wilson and Amabel, the first finally consummated, but the later involving far more genuine feeling. Richardson is infinitely quotable as always:

But he would understand that discovery about oneself is impersonal, as well as personal, like a discovery in chemistry.

the kindly humanity most of the Lycurgans possessed only as a dogma with which to bludgeon their opponents.

Miriam rhapsodises on the doors of her boarding house:

The state bedroom behind it, whose door moved discreetly on its hinges over a fairly thickish carpet and shut with a light, wooden sound. The door of the little draughty room at the end of the passage, clapping abruptly to over its thin linoleum with a comfortless metallic rattle of its loose fastening. … All beloved. For a moment she listened to the prolonged squeak, running cheerfully up the scale and ceasing suddenly as the door stood wide, that was the voice of her old garret.

Miriam empathises with dental patients:

by those moments in the chair when publicly, in one’s own hearing and that of another, one’s hardest tissues, mysteriously stricken, are ground away, of bodily failure and ultimate dissolution.

The ugliest word in the language:

Egypt. Neither the sound nor the sight of the word was lovely. Written, with its three differently tailed letters properly joined, it was unmanageable: the tails competed. In the whole written language surely no word was more difficult to beautify. The opening sound uglier even than ‘cheese,’ the pouting spit of the conclusion: hopeless.

Poor men:

giving women the reputation for scandal-mongering from which most men are free only by reason of their social blindness and incapacity

Miriam struggling socially:

of herself who could not be counted upon to follow even the most unmistakable clue, and had the socially inconvenient habit of going off on long journeys and leaving her thoughts in her face.

Next month is Black History Month (British/Irish version), so that will be my main focus….

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Reading List August 2022

I finished a holiday-boosted 14 books in August; 12 of those by women/POC, thanks to Women in Translation month (which turns out to mean non-men writing in non-English, even if that’s not so catchy).

  • The Trap — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • Before Now — Moira McPartlin
  • Valentino — Natalia Ginzburg tr. Maja Pflug (not clear if she is the only translator)
  • Ministerium der Träume — Hengameh Yaghoobifarah
  • Hikayat: Short Stories by Lebanese Women — Roseanne Saad Khalaf (ed.) (various translators)
  • Fieldwork in Ukrainian Sex — Oksana Zabuzhko tr. Halyna Hryn
  • A Girl’s Story — Annie Ernaux tr. Alison L. Strayer
  • Statusmeldungen — Stefanie Sargnagel
  • Silma Hill — Iain Maloney
  • The Devil’s Pool — George Sand tr. Jane Minot Sedgwick and Ellery Sedgwick
  • Still Born — Guadalupe Nettel tr. Rosalind Harvey
  • The Sandman Vol. 6: Fables & Reflections — Neil Gaiman
  • Alles, was wir nicht erinnern — Christiane Hoffmann
  • Oberland — Dorothy M. Richardson

Starting with two instalments of Pilgrimage, both are short and sweet. The Trap sees Miriam taking part in a misguided flat-sharing experiment, lightened by some Wildean dialogue with her flatmate:

“They ought to be pensioned.”

“The poor?”

“Everybody. I should love to be pensioned.”

“And remain in idleness and dependence? Oh, no.”

“Not dependence. Interdependence. No compulsion.”

“What would you do?”

“Spend several years staring; and then go round the world.”

and bizarrened by observing Yeats at his window in the flat opposite.

As in some of the earlier volumes, there are fascinating glimpses of turn-of-the-century life, from soap-cutting to how to move house:

“I’ll go round for my things. Must find a greengrocer,” she said, looking in on Miss Holland cutting a slice from a substantial bar of plain soap.

“You prefer a greengrocer? I am employing the Church Army myself. They are most useful. And it is quite the least expensive way of moving.

More of Miriam being neurodivergent:

It was bad to be so different and to like being different.

And as with the death of her mother, her sister’s death is mentioned only in passing:

It was strange, one of those strange hints life brought that she should have appeared at the very time of the other Eve’s unbearable death, bearing not only her name, but her gentle certainties. And her way of gathering all spears to her own breast.

After several volumes in cheap London rooms, Oberland takes us back to where Pilgrimage started, on the continent — in this case, Switzerland. Little about long-distance travel seems to have changed in the last century:

She had no idea of how long she had sat hemmed and suffering, with nothing in her mind but snatches of song that would not be dismissed, with aching brow and burning eyeballs and a ceaselessly on-coming stupor that would not turn to sleep.

Miriam also seems to have modern ideas about mindfulness:

free from the risk of hearing the opening day fretted by voices set going like incantations to exorcize the present as if it had no value, as if the speakers were not living in it but only in yesterday or to-morrow.

and fundamental attribution error:

Again she had that haunting sense of being a collection of persons living in a world of people always single and the same.

The village of Oberland is becoming dominated by tourism — souvenirs:

Little expensive cheap things whose charm was beyond price

Living inside her head, we learn about the importance of soap:

all great days had soap, impressing its qualities upon you, during your most intense moments of anticipation, as a prelude. And the realization of a good day past, coming with the early morning hour, is accompanied by soap. Soap is with you when you are in that state of feeling life at first hand that makes even the best things that can happen important not so much in themselves as in the way they make you conscious of life, and of yourself living. Every day, even those that are called ordinary days, with its miracle of return from sleep, is heralded by soap, summoning its retinue of companion days.

Miriam spends considerable time with the “tourist community”, but is ultimately alone with the landscape:

all that could be felt to the full only in solitude amongst things whose being was complete, towards that reality of life that withdrew at the sounding of a human voice.

Alpine winter tremendously at work, holding her fascinated at windows downstairs, upstairs; mighty preparation for the beauty of days she would not see, robbing her of farewell, putting farewell back into yesterday’s superficial seeing which had not known it was the last.

Valentino is a novella (here with a few earlier short stories) by Natalia Ginzburg. They may not have been the best place to start with her — all were relatively slight — though I did enjoy her endnote about the difficulties of becoming a writer in such an unglamorous world as middle-class, inter-war Turin. I wasn’t enormously excited by The Devil’s Pool either, though in this case I don’t feel much need to explore George Sand further.

Hikayat: Short Stories by Lebanese Women was a mixed bag, as one might expect. The editor mentions in the introduction that there aren’t that many short stories by Lebanese women, and some of the works here are extracts from longer works, or were written for creative writing workshops. There’s some poor writing (or translation):

‘ … Occasionally I played chess with some of the regulars there, but mostly I donned my mask and flippers to go skin-diving, relishing the cool serenity of the Mediterranean,’ he explained to the interested guests.

Some stories are written in a very florid style which I also found in some Algerian novels, and which I can quite enjoy:

But I know, I know that she loved me desperately, totally, like a cloud loves another cloud and merges into it, why must I keep playing a game, now, when I’m under her death’s absolute power, having lost the very notion of my own self?

“Voice”, by Patricia Saraffian Ward, was the standout story for me, subverting the expectations of the male narrator and the reader.

Fieldwork in Ukrainian Sex is a love(ish) story about two Ukrainian artists in America. Their chaotic lives are matched by the narrator’s monologic style (parentheses spanning several pages); I was intrigued enough to look out for some of her other works, and there’s an obvious contemporary relevance in the subject matter:

the Ukrainian choice is a choice between nonexistence and an existence that kills you, and that all of our hapless literature is merely a cry of someone pinned down by a beam in a building after an earthquake—I’m here! I’m still alive!—but, unfortunately, the rescue teams are taking their time and on your own—how the hell are you supposed to get out?

at home, in your poor beaten-down country, a country of government officials with sagging pants and generous sprinkles of dandruff on their jackets, greasy writers adept at reading in one language only and not partaking of that ability all too often, and shifty-eyed, cockroach-like businessmen with the habits of former Komsomol organizers

Turning to more definite hits, A Girl’s Story was my first Annie Ernaux, and certainly not my last. Ernaux is like an emotionally self-aware Knausgard: she tells the story of a period of growth and traumas in her teenage years, all the time aware of the differences between her younger and current selves:

To list her social inadequacies would be interminable. She does not know how to make a telephone call, has never taken a shower or bath. She has no experience of environments other than her own, which is Catholic and working class, of peasant origin. From this distance in time, with her great insecurity about her social graces and use of language, she appears to me gauche, ill at ease, even rough-spoken.

The most intense part of her life is the time she spends immersed in the books she has insatiably consumed ever since she learned to read. All she knows about the world she has learned from these, and from women’s magazines.

From her examination of herself, grow broader thoughts about life, time and writing:

At this very moment, out in the streets, the open spaces, on the metro, in lecture halls, and inside millions of heads, millions of novels are being written chapter by chapter, erased and revised, and all of them die as a result of becoming, or not becoming reality.

One cannot see the future of something learned.

to ask a question rarely broached in literature: how does anyone who is just starting out in life muddle through the necessary ordeal of finding a way to earn a living, deal with the moment when a choice must be made, and eventually, with the feeling of being, or not being, where they ought to be?

I know it is impossible for me to remove – sacrifice – everything I have written about her up until now. This also applies to what I have written about myself. That is how this writing differs from a fictional narrative. There can be no tampering with reality, with the this-happened element

It is the absence of meaning in what one lives, at the moment one lives it, which multiplies the possibilities of writing.

The combination of autobiography and more philosophical speculations is thrilling.

Statusmeldungen sees Stefanie Sargnagel also mining her life experiences, but distilling the results into mostly tweet-sized entries for each day. Some of the cultural references are obscure to the uninitiated, but the format works very well — she creates larger patterns of series of entries alternating with stand-alones, to great effect — and she enjoys making fun of herself, her milieu and Austrian society more broadly:

4.10.2015 Immer dasselbe: Am Anfang bin ich urbegeistert, dann verlier ich das Interesse (Refugees)

28.2.2016 Schwanz ist die Abkürzung von Schwanentanz

Another very worthwhile experience was Hengameh Yaghoobifarah’s Ministerium der Träume — it begins as a study of the troubles of a woman who is totally unprepared for becoming her niece’s guardian, then metamorphoses into a less-convincing thriller. The developing relationship between the two, plus the depiction of life as a gay person of colour in Germany, are both very well done, however (and my colloquial German was considerably enhanced).

Alles, was wir nicht erinnern is the story of a German journalist (and now government spokeswoman) retracing the route taken by her father’s family when fleeing Silesia at the end of the war. She talks to everyone she can find, and shows their complexities with admirable even-handedness: there are Czechs in the former Sudetenland who turn out to be antisemites, but also returning German former-refugees who see their own history reflected in recent arrivals from the Middle East. The journey is interwoven with a moving account of the family’s post-war years and her father’s eventual death.

Still Born is an excellent novel, based on a true story, of a series of maternal relationships in Mexico City. One of these (involving pigeons) is perhaps a little over-symbolic, but like Hoffman and Yaghoobifarah, she shows clearly the value in the imperfect.

A couple of Scottish novels: Before Now conveys the energy of life in a working class Fife village through exuberant use of dialect. I found the conclusion rather forced, but it didn’t detract from an enjoyable read. Iain Maloney’s Silma Hill is set in another village, where a witch-trial unexpectedly rubs up against 18th-century rationalism. The tone darkens considerably as the novel progresses, with both comic and tragic elements done well, though again I had some issues with the ending.

The final book for this month was The Sandman Vol. 6: Fables & Reflections — my first volume after a bit of a hiatus. This is a collection of short stories, impressively varied, and the series gets better and better.

Following on from Women in Translation month, I’m planning an Asian month for September, to go along with Black History Month in October. And following on from The Sandman, I’d like to do one graphic novel a month at least until the end of the year.

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Reading List July 2022

Ten books finished this month, six by women and four in German, so on target so far!

  • Hurricane Season — Fernanda Melchor tr. Sophie Hughes
  • Annette, Ein Heldinnen-Epos — Anne Weber
  • The Testaments — Margaret Atwood
  • Automaton — Berit Glanz
  • Revolving Lights — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • Wenn es dunkel wird — Peter Stamm
  • Die Birnen von Ribbeck — Friedrich Christian Delius
  • If Nobody Speaks of Remarkable Things — Jon McGregor
  • Emergency — Daisy Hildyard
  • The Affirmation — Christopher Priest

Starting with two Fitzcarraldi, Emergency is another of the “novel which reads like a memoir” genre which is so popular these days (and which I do like). Set in a village which, as Hildyard says, is neither rural nor industrial — a hodgepodge of dowdy houses, agribusiness, and an occasionally-worked quarry — this is an anti-pastoral novel of cruelties and occasionally kindnesses (the children tease a disabled woman, who feeds a three-footed deer cake). Ecological links are supplemented, if not superseded, by the economic and polluting links of globalisation, while the narrator buys processed bread in the supermarket: “There was nothing alive inside this building, except humans. That was why it was safe.”

Hurricane Season is set in a somewhat equivalent location in Mexico, between country and town, and is utterly remorseless — chapters cycle between different characters’ viewpoints, but the pages-long sentences, brilliantly translated by Hughes, present a consistently dark story, centred on the murder of a witch. More important than the plot, however, is the depiction of a society in breakdown, utterly bleak, but thrilling to read.

Annette, Ein Heldinnen-Epos also takes a non-traditional form. It tells the story of Anne Beaumanoir, who worked first for the Resistance during the Second World War, then for the FLN in the Algerian struggle for independence. The “heroic epic” of the title is reflected in the printed layout:

Ein Jahr verstreicht, und sie ist immer noch blutjung.
Gehts vielleicht auch ein bisschen schneller mit dem
Erwachsenwerden? Wie lange soll das alles noch
auf diese öde, für ihren Geschmack viel zu
tatenlose Weise weitergehen? Halbherzig
fängt sie in Rennes ein Studium an, und zwar
der Medizin, während sie ganzherzig von einem
Schicksal träumt, von Opfern und von Heldentaten.

Listening to the audiobook, however, the effect is lost, and the text sounds effectively like standard, if eloquent, prose. More relevant is the claim Weber makes for Beaumanoir’s heroism: a woman whose activities were largely message-carrying and, later, the practice of medicine, her moral heroism in following her conscience is impressive.

I finally caught up with the debut novel of Jon McGregor, If Nobody Speaks of Remarkable Things. It’s in yet another non-traditional form, with a fragmentary narrative shifting rapidly between different unnamed characters. Their frequent interactions keep the story unified, and the non-naming is much more than a fancy: it keeps the reader from pre-judging the characters on the basis of, particularly, ethnicity. The often marvellous prose (“his head startles round to look at me”) again makes creative use of line breaks, often breaking after each sentence :

And so today I’m back on the telephone.

I’m listening to my mother talking, and I’m waiting for the right moment to interrupt.

I know that I have to tell her, I know that I will be able to tell her if I use the right words at the right moment.

Two pillars of feminist writing next: this month’s instalment of Pilgrimage was Revolving Lights. It’s dominated by Miriam’s developing relationship with Hypo Wilson (=H. G. Wells, although Wells is mysteriously referred to by his own name on occasion). Their conversations are a particularly fruitful source of juicily outrageous opinions, but there’s much else to enjoy in this volume:

most people were ready to answer questions, showing by their angry defence of their opinions that they were aware, and afraid, of other ways of looking at things.

Foreigners, except perhaps Germans, answer [a request for directions] differently. Obsequiously; or with a studied politeness that turns the occasion into an opportunity for the display of manners; or indifferently, with a cynical suggestion that they know what you are like, and that you will be the same when you reach your destination. They are themselves, without any fulness or wonder. English people are always waiting to be different, to be fully themselves. Strangers, to them, are gods and angels.

She, with no resources at all, had dropped to easy irresponsible labour to avoid being shaped and branded, to keep her untouched strength free for a wider contemplation than he would have approved, a delight in everything in turn, a plebeian dilettantism, aware and defensive of the exclusive things, but unable to restrict herself to them, unconsciously from the beginning resisting the drawing of lines and setting up of oppositions?

But being her own solitary companion would not go on forever. It would bring in the end, somewhere about middle age, the state that people called madness…. Perhaps the lunatic asylums were full of people who had refused to join up? There were happy people in them?

You’ve no idea how British you are. A mass of British prejudice and intelligent obstinacy. I shall put you in a book.

had felt that they regarded her not with the adoration or half-pitying dislike she had had from women in the past, but as a woman, though only as a weird sort of female who needed teaching.

The tappings of her feet on the beloved pavement were blows struck hilariously on the shoulder of a friend. To keep her voice from breaking forth she sang aloud in her mind, a soaring song unlimited by sound.

“I suggest we have tea,” bellowed Michael softly

Alma neighed gently and with little gurgles of laughter put her hands about her and gently shook her.

People who care only for form think themselves superior. Then there is something wrong with them.

Their marriage was a success without being an exception to the rule that all marriages are failures, as he said.

Countries without foreigners are doomed.

The joy of being with him, the thing that made it worth while to flatter by seeming to agree was more than half the sense of triumphing over other women.

I enjoyed The Testaments rather more than I’d expected: while the plot is slightly ropey, the characterisation of the women of Gilead is impressive. The star turn is Aunt Lydia, largely rehabilitated and spitefully enjoyable company.

Then two (sort of) science fiction novels: The Affirmation is one of Christopher Priest’s best: an early (I think the first) work set in the world of the Dream Archipelago, it tells the story of one central character and two worlds, exploring typically Priestian ideas of reality and identity. It’s perhaps more didactic than his later work in the way it does this, but the narrative is still compelling. Automaton is determinedly contemporary, showing the world of the precariat who make ends meet moderating social media posts and performing online piecework for pennies. The story of how they form personal connections despite their situation is engaging, though the earlier chapters showing the tediousness of their lives perhaps necessarily drag a bit.

Lastly, two new German-language discoveries for me. Wenn es dunkel wird is a collection of stories by the Swiss writer Peter Stamm, very well narrated in the audiobook format and often witty. A favourite was Dietrichs Knie, in which a man intercepts flirtatious emails between his partner and a colleague, and proceeds on a Cyranovian trajectory. Die Birnen von Ribbeck, riffing on a poem by Theodor Fontane, is a short but pointed monologue commenting on the descent of West Germans onto the East after Die Wende. The oral style suited the audiobook format perfectly.

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Reading List June 2022

Eleven books finished this month, six by women/POC, and an unexpectedly successful five in German. That makes a respectable 58 for the first half of the year.

  • Der andere Name (Heptalogie I – II) — Jon Fosse tr. Hinrich Schmidt-Henkel
  • A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man — James Joyce
  • Sinopticon — ed. Xueting Christine Ni
  • An der Baumgrenze — Thomas Bernhard
  • The Best of All Possible Worlds — Karen Lord
  • Eure Heimat ist Unser Albtraum — Fatma Aydemir and Hengameh Yaghoobifarah et al.
  • Katherine Carlyle — Rupert Thomson
  • Deadlock — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • Marzahn, Mon Amour — Katja Oskamp
  • All About Love — bell hooks
  • Der Trost Runder Dinge — Clemens J. Setz

Der andere Name (Heptalogie I – II) is, like Claudia Durastanti’s Die Fremde, and the in-progress Hurricane Season by Fernanda Melchor, published by Fitzcarraldo in the UK, and falls into the “devastatingly brilliant” genre they seem to specialise in (emphasis on the devastating). In this volume (the first two of seven parts) not a great deal happens, but we inhabit the head of an ageing Norwegian painter living near not-quite Bergen, who interacts with a few obscurely-defined characters who seem to be different versions of one another. So far so off-putting, but it’s told in such a perfectly-judged voice (compared to Beckett by Brits, but for me the German version recalled Thomas Bernhard) that its repetitions keep the reader (or listener — the German audiobook is wonderfully-read) hooked throughout.

Some actual Bernhard for the first of the short story volumes this month — An der Baumgrenze contains three intriguing, but relatively slight earlier works. More substantial Austrian weirdness is to be found in Der Trost Runder Dinge, which contains stories of Schweblinian uncanniness written in an irresistable prose style. At their best, the stories combine this stylistic brilliance with understated pathos, as in the story of a woman travelling around Norway with a … a something not quite specified, or the ultra-brief final picture of a mentally-ill father who thinks he has regained his youth.

The third collection of stories, Sinopticon — an anthology of Chinese science-fiction — was unfortunately a dud. As with my earlier attempts with Chinese sci-fi, my main obstacle is the writers’ frequent tin ear for dialogue: “This year it’s on an unprecedented scale, the university’s arranged all kinds of banquets and social gatherings. As chief rep of student relations at He’lin First University, how could I not pay any attention?” Trying to be open-minded, I can imagine that Chinese people could just have a different way of talking, which might sound odd to someone from a different cultural background, but I just don’t think that’s true (based on personal experiences, and on reading other genres of Chinese literature). It reads to me more like bad sci-fi info-dumping.

Much more successful POC-SF was from Karen Lord — The Best of All Possible Worlds is told in a comic voice reminiscent of Connie Willis, but presents an interestingly-nuanced world with recognisable, but not hammered-home elements of African cultures. The episodes are rather loosely connected, but taken as a road movie rather than a highly-structured arc, it’s very enjoyable.

Three(ish) works of non-fiction this month: All About Love, by bell hooks, was thought-provoking and maddening in equal measure. The Americanism was often hard to take for this uptight European, especially the religion and the very straight-faced discussion of self-help books, but there are plenty of interesting ideas:

While I do not want to suggest that extended families are not as likely to be dysfunctional, simply by virtue of their size and their inclusion of nonblood kin (i.e., individuals who marry into the family and their blood relations), they are diverse and so are likely to include the presence of some individuals who are both sane and loving.

Estrangement from the realm of the senses is a direct product of overindulgence, of acquiring too much.

hooks’ personality comes through in some real zingers:

As one man bragged about the aggressive beatings he had received from his mother, sharing that “they had been good for him”, I interrupted and suggested that he might not be the misogynist woman-hater he is today if he had not been brutally beaten by a woman as a child.

but one suspects that she wasn’t the easiest person to get along with:

If a friend gives me a gift and asks me to tell him or her whether or not I like it, I will respond honestly and judiciously; that is to say, I will speak the truth in a positive, caring manner. Yet even in this situation, the person who asks for honesty will often express annoyance when given a truthful response.

Eure Heimat ist Unser Albtraum is a collection of essays by, broadly, “people of migrant backgrounds”, to use the favoured German term. Some of the contributors I already knew — Mithu Sanyal, Sharon Dodua Otoo — while others were new discoveries. They paint a depressing picture of the treatment of outsiders in contemporary Germany, which like Scotland prides itself overmuch on being now a non-racist country, but this is combined with a humour that frequently made me laugh out loud, and a determined focus on how people can respond.

Marzahn, Mon Amour is presumably somewhat disguised, but based on the author’s real experiences with her customers when working as a Fußpflegerin (pedicurist? chiropodist? German doesn’t seem to distinguish) in the Marzahn district of Berlin. Oskamp addresses several times the uncomfortable reactions of her writer acquaintances to her taking up the profession, forcing the readers to confront their own prejudices. The bulk of the book consists of relating the stories of some of her clients, mostly elderly residents of the decidedly unfashionable district. She tells these simply and engagingly, her respect for her customers providing her own response to those who look down on her and them.

Another road movie in Katherine Carlyle, the prologue of which starts with a 10/10 opening sentence:

I was made in a small square dish.

Chapter one gets going with a lovely simile:

Another beautiful September. The sun richer, more tender, the colour of old wedding rings.

And so it continues, with Thomson seemingly teasing the reader with his sensory evocations:

The air smells of spinach and wet fur. (Rome)

The air smells of parsnips and stainless steel. (Belarus)

and several more.

Similes are good too:

A dark van races past, its tinted windows closed. From inside comes the thud of hip-hop, as if the van is an animal. As if it has a heart.

No one stares down into his phone like a daredevil about to dive into a small pool from a great height.

And he sees the funny side of Russia:

When I wish him a good day he gives me a fatalistic look.

‘We will see,’ he says.

Amid the fun and games, there’s a story which darkens (appropriately) as we head to Svalbard. Thomson balances the thriller elements, the virtuoso writing and an engaging, if irritating, main character to make a fine book overall.

Two modernist classics to finish off: the Joyceathon continued with A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, which I can confirm is much better than Stephen Hero, and much worse than Ulysses. I’d blanked from my memory the great slabs of theology and aesthetics which make the later chapters a bit of a slog.

Finally the latest instalment of Pilgrimage, Deadlock, shows Miriam starting to grow into a writer and beginning — just — to develop her own ideas. Her intolerance of others’ perceived conformism (someone in the Pilgrimage Together discussion group aptly compared her to Holden Caulfield) is not yet matched by any real independence of her own, but there are some green shoots. And Richardson is irresistably quotable, as always:

Certainly she would not read the pamphlet. However clever the man might be, his assumptions about women made the carefully arranged and solemnly received display of research, irritatingly valueless.

The chill of Mr. Shatov’s indifferent response to her explanation was buried in her private acknowledgment that it was he who had forced her to discover something of the reason of her enchantment. He forced her to think. She reflected that solitude was too easy. It was necessary for certainties. Nothing could be known except in solitude. But the struggle to communicate certainties gave them new life; even if the explanation were only a small piece of the truth

Nearly always she must appear both imbecile and rude, staring, probably with her mouth half open, lost. Well-brought-up children were trained out of it. No one had dared to try and train her for long. They had been frightened, or offended, by her scorn of their brisk cheerful pose of polite interest in the surface of everything that was said. It was not worth doing. Polite society was not worth having. Every time one tried for awhile, holding oneself in, thinking of oneself sitting there as others were sitting, consciousness came to an end. It meant having opinions. Taking sides. It presently narrowed life down to a restive discomfort…

Wealth made life safe for him. People could be people to him; even strangers; not threats or problems. But even a wealthy Englishman would not calmly give ten pounds to a disreputable stranger

Harriett is perfect for that. We learnt it in church. But when she used to twist all the fingers of her gloves into points, under the seat, and then show them to me suddenly, in the Litany

her German, neglected so long, grew smaller and smaller, whilst, most inconveniently, her reputation for knowing German grew larger and larger.

It is not what people may be made to see for a few minutes in conversations that counts. It is the conclusions they come to, instinctively, by themselves.

Highlights

My top six so far this year:

  • Der Trost Runder Dinge — Clemens J. Setz
  • Der andere Name (Heptalogie I – II) — Jon Fosse tr. Hinrich Schmidt-Henkel
  • Die Fremde — Claudia Durastanti tr. Annette Kopetzki
  • A Manual for Cleaning Women — Lucia Berlin
  • The Books of Jacob — Olga Tokarczuk
  • Tenth of December — George Saunders

Next

Looking back at my plan from the end of last year, I’ve completely failed on non-Shakespearean plays (but I have some of Jon Fosse’s to make up for that next time), plus volume 2 of Parfit’s On What Matters, Max Porter, Eliot’s poetry, and Nino Haratischwili’s Das Achte Leben, so they’re still on the list. Add to that some graphic novels, and my growing backlog of Fitzcarraldo hard-copies. Pilgrimage will be finished in December, Ulysses the next December (planning ahead), and I’m planning a Black History Month in October. Three German books a month worked quite well, so I’ll try upping it to four!

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Reading List May 2022

Nine books finished this month, six by women/POC, and two in German (made up for by the extra one last month).

  • Identitti — Mithu Sanyal
  • The Complete Short Stories: The 1950s — Brian Aldiss
  • England and Other Stories — Graham Swift
  • The Separation — Christopher Priest
  • Interim — Dorothy M. Richardson
  • RunRabbitRun — Nadja Sennewald
  • What I Don’t Know About Animals — Jenny Diski
  • O Caledonia — Elspeth Barker
  • Amora — Natalia Borges Polesso tr. Julia Sanches

Starting with the Germans, Identitti was tremendous fun. In this tale an Indian cultural studies teacher at a German university is revealed, Dolezalesquely, to actually be white. The novel is short on action, consisting mainly of discussions between the teacher, her favourite student, and their circle of friends and relatives (plus the goddess Kali), but Sanyal combines intellectualism and vulgar humour in the manner of Angela Carter. It’s a really gripping novel of ideas (and also available as a radio play).

RunRabbitRun, by Nadja Sennewald, is rather similar to Unter Markenmenschen, which I read last month: near-future sci-fi, set in Germany with a female protagonist. This time the issue is the surveillance-heavy para-states established by corporations, exemplified by a TV company which runs a gameshow in which a “hare” has to solve riddles and escape capture, while having the sights and sounds her experiences broadcast to “hobby hunters” seeking to claim the prize for catching him. There’s a pleasingly ambiguous ending, and a diverse cast of outcast characters who help the hare for their own purposes. The copious slang makes it a lively read, if slightly challenging for the likes of me.

Similarities to other books and writers seems to have been a theme this month: in honour of the late Elspeth Barker, I read O Caledonia, which was an absolute hoot (if a grim hoot), with a castle-set story reminiscent of Iain Banks crossed with Shirley Jackson. It’s also the second of my books this year to feature a jackdaw on the cover, and quite extensively inside, with consequently compulsory reference to Konrad Lorenz:

In Konrad Lorenz’s wonderful King Solomon’s Ring she found the explanation. He wished to lure her into her pocket, and there they would build a nest together. He had chosen her as his mate, his true and everlasting love, for jackdaws are monogamous. How strange that the creature who offered her all this should be a bird. How strange for him that she should be a human.

A large part of the book’s attraction is the depiction of the local Scottish gloom:

the cold parlours of outlying crofts, where the Bible was open beside a ticking clock and rock buns were assembled on snowy doilies, malignly aglitter with the menace of carbonised currants.

They were singing too, ‘And not hymns either’, as she said later.

Nanny was bearing down with a face like the North Sea.

Hector was there to meet her at Aberdeen station. There was a sparsely decorated Christmas tree at the end of the platform. Looking at it, Hector observed, ‘This will mean death to thousands of innocent birds.’

One other bookish connection: a parrot which, as in Humboldt’s Aspects of Nature, provides a glimpse of lost language:

Janet’s father’s earliest memories were of the astonishing oaths known to this bird, who was then a hundred and two years old and spoke in ripe gamey accents long since gone from the world of men. Grandpa believed there must be a fair number of such long-lived birds in Scotland – even perhaps in England – and it would be a fine thing to have them all gathered in a great dining hall, invoking ghostly midshipmen and dragoons, violent drinkers and merry rhymesters, perhaps even occasionally an elderly lady of refinement. This, he said, would afford a historical experience of rare value; indeed, ancient parrots should be feted and cultivated as true archivists.

The mutual incomprehension of Janet and her jackdaw echoes Jenny Diski’s attempts to understand her cat in What I Don’t Know About Animals:

What I don’t know, and what I don’t know about what she knows, is almost everything. Nevertheless, we get along well enough together, sharing the house and the world, however differently. As far as I can tell.

She ties in her personal experiences with the work of earlier writers, such as Robert Nagel’s What Is It Like to be a Bat?:

The world of the bat is not our world, not even accessible to our imagination, nor even our language. We can, he says, only imagine what it would be like for us to be a bat, not what it is like for a bat to be a bat. Perhaps it is only possible for me to imagine what it would be like for me to be you, not for you to be you. This isn’t an ethical distinction between bats and me, or you and me, but an abyss of knowledge that we simply can’t cross.

We learn that Derrida was given to similar musings:

his pet cat has a habit of following him every morning from the bedroom into the bathroom and staring at Derrida without his clothes on. Derrida stands naked in his bathroom. The cat stares at his genitals. Derrida, the man, is naked as animals apparently can’t be, which is consciously naked, selfconsciously naked, knowing good and evil and therefore finding himself filled with a difficult-to-define sense of guilt.

Does the look mean ‘Open the door’? Does it mean ‘What to make of that creature who feeds me and opens the door, strips off its outer skin and underneath has a dangly thing just there, not quite within reach, almost like a half-dead mouse, and it moves a little, quite unpredictably’? Does it mean ‘Here is another form, different from the one which I followed from the bedroom. I wonder how it got here and if it’s well-trained enough to know that when I look at it, it must open the door’?

Her engagement with the literature is sometimes perfunctory — she has a tendency to dismiss a philosopher’s life’s work with a short paragraph or two — but she is always thought provoking:

I doubt very much (trying hard to look back) whether young children really think of themselves as the same species as adults. Indeed, they are so different, so lacking in cultural understanding, as well as physical adeptness, that in a real sense they aren’t human like adults are until they become so – a good many years after their birth.

A series called Zoo Quest began in 1954 hosted by an achingly young David Attenborough, who had the bright televisual idea of straddling the separate strands of the BBC’s nature offerings: the zoo and the wild. It was a decidedly uncomfortable position, as we would see it today. Each series centred on a filmed safari to a distant, exotic country to find and capture a particular rare animal for the London Zoo.

Another species paying you no attention is a most marvellous thing

I dislike and disapprove of the colonising aspect of finding easy connection with animals, while at the same time aching for it and identifying it in my relations with animals. The balance of the affect is always ‘They are somewhat like me’, rather than ‘I am somewhat like them’. We deny dignity and selfhood, whatever that might be to whatever creature it is, by making sentimental assumptions about why, what or how an animal is experiencing.

Dorothy Richardson’s Pilgrimage continued this month with Interim. This volume centres on life in Miriam’s London boarding house. She is still attempting to find her social position:

They looked out from that life, seeing hers as hardship and gloom, pitying her, turning blind eyes unwillingly towards her attempts to unveil and make it known to them. She saw herself relinquishing efforts, putting on a desperate animation, professing interests and opinions and talking as people talk, while they watched her with eyes that saw nothing but a pitiful attempt to hide an awful fate, lonely poverty, the absence of any opening prospect, nothing ahead but a gloom deepening as the years counted themselves off.

She listened openly, apologising in swift affectionate glances for her stiff middle-class resentment of his vulgar appearance.

And her observations of the different nationalities passing through the boarding house are sometimes startling:

A Canadian woman ….. that circular jaw movement was made by the Canadian vowels. They disturbed a woman’s small mouth more than a man’s. It must affect her thoughts, the held-open mouth; airing them; making them circular, sympathetically balanced, easier to go on from than the more narrowly mouthed English speech

I finished three volumes of short stories: Amora, by Natalia Borges Polesso, is a (not very Borgesian) collection of stories about lesbian relationships. The more substantial stories are very good; it’s a pity that the sexuality of the characters is still noteworthy, but their own negotiation of social position in an often intolerant Brazil is a prominent feature.

England and Other Stories has an old-fashioned feel to it: characters called Albert or Charlie are seen at turning points in their lives, often in middle-age. It’s elegantly-written, and undramatically enjoyable.

Old-fashioned in a different way are The Complete Short Stories: The 1950s of Brian Aldiss. They are very much stories of the 50s, with endearingly inaccurate visions of the future, seen from a 1950s present. Some of the similes are memorable:

A slender man with a face the colour of an old pocket, dressed in a faultless suit, entered and attempted to smile at Tyne.

dapper, fifty-ish, a little like a wolf with an expense account, smelling agreeably of the most fashionable shaving soap.

Finally, Christopher Priest’s The Separation has a similar atmosphere, set largely around the second world war. In true Priest fashion, there are multiple timelines which are not ultimately resolved, but which the reader can have a rewarding time pondering. The often eccentric scenes involving a bomber crew are at times very similar to those in A. L. Kennedy’s Day, and the portrayal of the historical period counterpoints the speculative aspect of the book very effectively.

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Reading List April 2022

Ten books finished this month, 6 by women/POC and four in German. Romance-language translations and genetic engineering emerged as my themes of the month.

  • A Manual for Cleaning Women — Lucia Berlin
  • Meine geniale Freundin — Elena Ferrante tr. Karin Krieger
  • A Lonely Man — Chris Power
  • The Tunnel — Dorothy Richardson
  • Die Fremde — Claudia Durastanti tr. Annette Kopetzki
  • Mein Onkel der Jaguar — João Guimarães Rosa tr. Curt Meyer-Clason
  • Unter Markenmenschen — Birgit Rabisch
  • Inversions — Iain M. Banks
  • Klara and the Sun — Kazuo Ishiguro
  • Treacle Walker — Alan Garner

Prompted by its mention in My Phantoms, this was my second attempt at Meine geniale Freundin — earlier I tried reading the English translation, but couldn’t deal with the comma splices (presumably faithful to the original Italian sentence structure). No problems with that this time, whether because it was in German or because I listened to the audiobook. It’s fantastic — it starts off as an attractive portrait of the narrator’s charismatic friend, then shows a much more complex and interesting relationship developing against the background of an Italy within living memory, but economically and socially more reminiscent of a 19th-century village.

Another translation from Italian, and with similar southern-Italian poverty in the background, Claudia Durastanti’s Die Fremde was also brilliant. In the UK it’s published by Fitzcarraldo, who do a great line in enjoyably devastating reads (making them the first publisher since Picador in the early 90s that I take as a recommendation). This is very much in that vein: an autofictional “novel” which tells the story of Durastanti and her parents through a series of fragments. The introductory family history is full of traumas, each narrated briefly before giving way to the next one, which only heightens the effect. Here’s the narrator’s deaf mother being taught to speak by some nuns:

Wir hatten nie große Küchenmesser im Haus, weil sie meine Mutter an die Schuljahre erinnerten, als die Nonnen der einstigen Klosterschule Suore Maddalena di Ca-nossa ihr ein Messer auf die Zunge legten und sie aufforderten, zu schreien, damit sie lernte, mit ihren Stimmbändern Töne hervorzubringen. Oder sie musste elektrisch geladene Drähte anfassen, und die Nonnen befahlen ihr, noch lauter zu schreien. So hat meine Mutter gelernt, den Klang ihrer Stimme wiederzuerkennen.

One more translation — of sorts — this month was Mein Onkel der Jaguar. This is a very short book by a writer known for a very big book (Grande Sertão), but it features the same wordplay which has led to him being compared to Joyce. This creates obvious problems for the translator, which Meyer-Clason deals with by leaving a substantial proportion of words untranslated — some glossed at the back, others clear from the context. It’s an effective way of handling it (and makes the reader feel clever). The story of a jaguar-hunter in Brazil who becomes — in some sense — one himself is relatively slight, but the use of language creates a great sense of place.

South America also features heavily in A Manual for Cleaning Women. Like the Grace Paley stories I read last year, Berlin’s stories draw heavily on her own life, so a childhood spent in Chilean mining towns, alcoholism and ill-health constantly reappear. Like Paley, she writes with a humour and humanity which lighten the gloom; also like her, there’s not much else of her to read beyond this collection, so finishing it was a pity!

Some Berlin similes:

Her hotel looked blowsy and jaded to her, askew on the hillside. Bougainvillea spilled over its walls like a drunken woman’s shawls.

Mrs. Snowden waited for my grandmother and me to get into her electric car. It looked like any other car except that it was very tall and short, like a car in a cartoon that had run into a wall. A car with its hair standing on end.

Bella Lynn and her friends would slouch in the Court Café under pompadours, blowing smoke from their nostrils like petulant dragons.

Final view of a young couple:

I turned the corner and pulled over to the curb, watched them walk away in the drenching rain, each of them deliberately stomping in puddles, bumping gently into each other.

And cat-lady logic:

I talk to my cat but I feel silly because he is totally deaf.

Most of Dorothy Richardson is also in one book, although fortunately it stretches to 1800 pages and 13 volumes. In The Tunnel, both Richardson and Miriam seem to be really hitting their stride. Miriam is building social and professional relationships which will develop over the next few instalments, while Richardson becomes more experimental in her use of language (noted rather plaintively by the transcriber of the Project Gutenberg edition, which is impressively accurate!).

As usual I amassed a long list of quotes from this volume, covering Richardson’s use of repetition:

people with gentle enlightened faces and keen enlightened faces

“So I thought the best thing to do would be to come and ask you what would be the best thing to do for her.”

And her/Miriam’s sharp opinions:

Shakespeare’s plays are ‘universal’ because they are about the things that everybody knows and hands about, and they do not trouble anybody. They make everyone feel wise. It isn’t what he says it’s the way he says all these things that don’t matter and leave everything out. It’s all a sublime fuss.

On society women:

Refined shrews, turning in circles, like moths on pins; brainless, mindless, heartless, the prey of the professions; priests, doctors and lawyers. These two groups kept each other going. There was something hidden in the fact that these women’s men always entered professions.

On men:

Your reading is a habit, like most men’s reading, not a quest.

On people:

“I always begin by idealising people.”

“Do you indeed?”

“Yes, always; and then they grow smaller and smaller.”

A Lonely Man was great fun. I could identify with Robert’s experiences of living in Germany — “[His family] were becoming Berliners while he moved through the city like a ghost, solitary and largely silent.” — and there’s some lovely writing — “Two tears fell down her cheeks, one fast, the other slow.” The thriller aspect of the story isn’t really my genre, but the ending was beautifully-judged.

Treacle Walker is a wonderfully odd little book: a mash-up of Coraline, folktale, and physics written in language often reminiscent of Riddley Walker:

‘Treacle Walker? Me know that pickthank psychopomp? I know him, so I do. I know him. Him with his pots for rags and his bag and his bone and his doddering nag and nookshotten cart and catchpenny oddments. Treacle Walker? I’d not trust that one’s arse with a fart.’

Inversions was the last book of my Culture re-read — until the next time. Even on a second reading, Banks’s playing with the reader’s expectations works well, and this was a satisfying, if untypically-Culture, end to the sequence.

Lastly, an interesting pair of sci-fi books: Unter Markenmenschen is a short book about a near-future Germany where genetically-engineered designer babies dominate. It’s very much a novel of ideas, where the plot involving the characters is a hook on which to hang the portrait of a society. It’s an interesting portrait though, and the diary format is pleasingly reminiscent of an 18th-century epistolary novel. Klara and the Sun adds to the GE aspect the android of the title, and Ishiguro achieves a natural and subtle integration of characters and world-building. The dialogue in particular is classic Ishiguro, somehow elegant and inarticulate at once.

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Holey Birds

This is the season to find your hole, defend your hole, and sit in your hole. Fortunately, our locals are well-provided for. The buildings in our area come with pre-installed jackdaw holes; all that’s necessary is to add the semi-circular decoration below with your tail:

The tree-sparrows have also found a building hole:

The marsh tit and nuthatch are more traditional:

While stock doves and black woodpeckers have to negotiate occupancy rights:

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